waving-through-a-fynneog:

When he first used the men’s bathroom at school, he had a literal panic attack while waiting for another student to leave the bathroom because he was scared he’d be laughed at.

He took a summer job so he could be kept busy, to be closer to nature, and as well so he could raise money for his first binder.

He was so excited when he first got it that when the package came, he literally ran to the door as soon as he was sure that the delivery man was gone and had left the package.

He was literally dreading the first day of school because he was afraid he wouldn’t pass, even though he has passed without a binder somewhat before, and now that he had one he was sure he would pass. Yet he was still terrified of someone poking fun at him or calling him a she or a girl or Evalyn (his dead name).

A main reason he never “had a dad who stuck it out, no corny jokes or baseball gloves” was because for the whole time before his father left, he was Evalyn.

(Source: pinkbloodymurder-moved)